hello, my name is michael…
Please excuse my reticence for sharing about myself. I don’t particularly feel comfortable in the “spotlight” as it were, which might be a strange thing to admit on a website that’s “plugged into” the internet.
For more years than I care to remember I have been trying to disappear. And I’m nearly there. Or, at least I hope so.
People will say that “time and space are an illusion” — and that is more or less true. And false. After all, if you’re reading this page you’re doing so from some-place, and during some-time. And that’s no illusion. For example, if you stuck a pin in that back of your hand (please don’t) it would hurt. Clearly, something “real” is going on.
But labels ARE an illusion. As is our “identity.” Also an illusion, or better yet, a story. A story which is more or less true given the current framework of space/time you happen to find yourself in.
For example, in my present incarnation i am called michael — ever since I was born and my mom named me. But I’ve been here before. Many, many times before. I take no pride in that fact. Maybe I’m just a slow learner. Or maybe there’s something about the “heaviness” of this dimension which weirdly appeals to me. Or maybe it has something to do with “mission,” like repaying some “debt” or returning a favor to someone in my “soul family.”
In any event, each time I’ve been here I’ve been called by other “names.” And during each incarnation a name/label has been applied to me, along with a story — like trying to fit into a matrix or web of pre-existing relationships. You know, here is your “mom” and “dad,” and here are a bunch of people you call “uncles” and “aunts.” And these people you’re introduced to at a young age may or may not be deeply connected to you. In other words, this might really be your first time meeting them. Or one or two of them might share a deeper “past” connection with you which makes you feel some sort of “kinship” with them. Or not. Like my dear friend mark, who was once my little brother (though he acted more like the older one).
Anyway, like I said I’ve been quietly becoming ever-more anonymous. Only, from time to time spirit “asks” me to do stuff. Call it a “prompting” if you like, an “inward call” or something that you feel an urge to do, even against your own personal inclination.
So here you are. I’m glad you stopped by to say “hi.”
Finally, let me share that if something resonates for you here that’s great. I’d be happy to hear that, but there’s no need to thank me. Anything you find here that’s “good” clearly came from source and not, technically, “me” (another “story”). And if something you find here upsets you or angers you, I’m sorry to hear that. Clearly that wasn’t my intention, but I’ll apologize anyway in advance.
I wish you all the best as your beautiful story continues to unfold, night by starry night. Be well…